Hi! Sorry I did not update yesterday, I had a horrific day. it has been a horrific weekend, I will make a list of all the horrific things that happened after I explain this journal entry.
its really quite simple, Bryce sent me a letter about catharsis and I wrote him one back in flowchart form. I included closeups of my favorite arrows, it is a private letter but if you are able to read that power to you sir.
I like flowing, the energy of words is preserved with this form.
so the list of promised horrendous things.
1)today my grandmother bent down to pick up something she dropped and I saw her ass.
2) I hate waking up after 3 hours of sleep after an anxiety ridden night. I was shaking I was wobbly I did not look or feel like myself.
3) there is a stress that accompanies family issues. Watching people crack like old styrofoam is horrendous.
4) I went to india day and watched people prostitute themselves for money. I did not enjoy india day.
5) I went out to get the paper one morning and found a dead shrew in the middle of our side walk. a huge fly was crawling over it. I wanted to cry.
6) I saw ann frank at the ware house theater, and if you are in the greenville theater I encourage you to see it because it was simply stunning. Talented actors, innovative conveying of information, and so touching. They also include anne as a homosexual and I'm really glad that that is included and not just left out. I mean they show her as heterosexual too, and I don't want to imply that by including that they had a homosexual agenda, but rather that by including it they were being honest and open.
anne frank was horrifying in the sense that after seeing it I was so enraged with man kind, how did we let that happen? how do we keep letting it happen? why are we so ugly?
there is more but I am tired and cannot remember everything.
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